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[He looked down at his drink, listening. He always listened, even if he didn't always understand. You couldn't learn what one wanted if you didn't after all. You couldn't learn, and Lucifer was chaos and change and evolution.
He was looking down at his drink at the last bit, brows winging up before he turned to Gabriel.]
That's not true. Or, it wasn't. I cared. I used to. I tried to do what He wanted. What they both did. One disagreement. One 'no', and that was enough to banish me. To make me His antithesis. Love Him or suffer me. He never told me to love them. Never told any of us -- I suppose that's why most angels consider them so... beneath us. Demons too, for the record. You should have had a chat with Maze before she buggered off. But no, our love was supposed to be for Him, so I suppose... I suppose the ability is there. Maybe.
I just didn't think that there were any humans worth loving. Ten billion years of drudging through humanity and there was never anyone like her. It's not the vulnerability thing. That just made her a curiosity. It's...
Well, you've met her. She's special. She's like a bloody star that blinds you, but you can't stop looking because it's so worth the pain.
We all used to, Luci. We all used to bend over backwards to make Him happy, to make him look at us and smile and be proud of us. But you know how well that went. He kicked you out for one little thing. He left me and my brother alone after fucking us up some completely that we're still trying to kill each other.
Humans were always better than we were. They have their flaws, no one ever said they were perfect, but Dad damn it, they cared more than we did, they tried to help each other. They love and they forgive and they do all of that knowing they are going to die and not knowing what comes next. I've never seen anything braver than that.
[Gabriel's voice is thick with emotion, and he takes another long swallow from his drink. It really is good. He'll have to come round again and get Lucifer to make cocktails for him again when the conversation isn't so heavy.
As it is, it takes a few minutes for him to be able to speak again normally. ]
I think you feel about Chloe the way I feel about him. There's something about his soul I can't keep away from. I don't want to, either. He sees what I am and he forgives me. And still loves me. [And now he smiles slightly] And he tries to protect me. I've never had that. It's... nice. To be so special to someone.
That's it, isn't it... That we matter. More than as a deity or celestial being. More than sex. That they see all those things we try to keep to ourselves and don't care. Or, don't care enough to have it spoil... everything. I've never had that.
It makes me terrified for her. She's an angel in Hell. Not even a real angel. She can be hurt- has been hurt, and at any moment, upstairs could decide to revoke this little visitation and take her back up there.
Then what? Then I'd have to tear the bloody place apart to get her back, I suppose.
[Said almost quietly to himself as he swirled his drink before taking a sip.]
We matter as who we are. Not as St Gabriel or the devil or any of that baggage other people gave us, we don't have to be any of that stuff, we can just be us and that's what they care about. Without changing us, without us being all... holy and full of light and all that BS. We are what they are and they love us for that as much as we love them for who they are. It's... it's incredible.
I know. I know. I've tried to show Greg how to smite but...
[But he can't. He doesn't seem to be able to do it. He has some sort of power, but they've not talked about it or done anything about it for well, for months. Gabriel is constantly terrified that some demon is going to chew Greg up and spit him out in pieces]
If they did, you know I'd help you. If they take her, they'd take him and I'm not going to sit back and let that happen. We could do it, if we had to. Not just rip this place apart, but Upstairs. All they are up there is pencil pushers and bureaucrats anyway. They wouldn't stand a chance.
[That does bring a crooked grin to the Devil's face, Lucifer resting his glass back on his thigh.]
I suppose I should say thank you. It's... nice to know that your Lucifer or not, you'd be willing to... well, I know it'd be for your little not-angel, but... It's nice. A little trust, here and there. I can trust you, can't I? Not to harm her or let anyone else do so? I suppose I could extend the same courtesy to your lad, as he works closely enough with her. Should be relatively easy -- as easy as anything in Hell ever is.
[he'd like to say he doesn't betray his brothers but that isn't true.]
But you should know I wouldn't hurt her, even if she wasn't in love with you. She's special like you said, and I care about her. I know you won't hurt her either so I won't say anything about that. And you won't hurt him, because you know I would never ever forgive you and I can be a nasty little bastard.
[Then he grins, bright and happy.]
I'm glad for both of you. When are you going to have babies? Joke! Joke!
[Ew marriage. Gabriel doesn't do marriage. Not in the Abrahamic sense of the word. He much prefers the common law marriage of sticking with someone until you're sick of them. That's how he's always done it.
And he doesn't want Greg to feel trapped. Let him have a get out clause. ]
If that's your thing. But you know... babies happen down here right? Little tiny demon things. Fangs, leather wings, talons. Normally they spit acid.
[Although Gabriel actually sounds very found of them. He is. He wants to steal some of them for daycare. But that's Bad.]
I think you might change your mind. If you had them with her. But it's all academic isn't it?
... We'll be looking in to ways to avoid that. I've no desire to be a father and she's already had one of her own. I think that sort of torment is something a woman would only want to do to her body once.
[Gross, Gabriel. The archangel could balk at marriage, but Lucifer and children were definitely a no-no.]
[Personally, Gabe thinks it's worth it. He's only done it once, a long time ago, but time dulls the memory of pain and morning sickness. Still, it's not something that everyone wants to do more than once. He can understand if Chloe doesn't want to give birth to a hellbaby. Especially not one fathered by Satan.
Still, that's sort of sad. Sexifer was probably his best chance of being an uncle in the afterlife. Oh well]
No, you prat. I've never liked children. They're... small. Helpless. And the ones that wind up downstairs are always beyond what any adult soul can do. An evil child? Truly evil? I never go near them.
[Gabriel could just make do with being 'uncle' to all the weird things they collected. Like the plant. Or the gargoyles.]
[ Gabriel shrugs. There aren't many evil children in comparison to evil adults. Evil children do things out of curiosity and because the little voice telling them it's a bad idea hasn't fully formed yet. But it's not important. ]
You mentioned Chloe's daughter before though. You didn't seem to think she was completely awful.
She's not as awful as some, but she's still... her. I don't like children. At all. And Chloe's has some odd fascination with hugging me. It's revolting.
I'm not entirely sure. I mean, I'm hardly going to deny I'm with her, but I don't think shouting it from the rooftops is a good idea. She's still an angel down here. Still has a target on her back.
[ Gabriel doesn't believe Chloe would do that, not ever. She really doesn't seem to be into the sharing-is-caring mentality, which might take Lucifer a little getting used to. ]
Have you ever done that before? Dated on person and just them?
No. I've had long-lived ones, like Maze. She's been with me off and on for... well, almost for forever, really. But no, never just the one. Monogamy is going to be interesting. But at least I can stop having blue balls from her.
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Date: 2016-11-19 10:39 am (UTC)He was looking down at his drink at the last bit, brows winging up before he turned to Gabriel.]
That's not true. Or, it wasn't. I cared. I used to. I tried to do what He wanted. What they both did. One disagreement. One 'no', and that was enough to banish me. To make me His antithesis. Love Him or suffer me. He never told me to love them. Never told any of us -- I suppose that's why most angels consider them so... beneath us. Demons too, for the record. You should have had a chat with Maze before she buggered off. But no, our love was supposed to be for Him, so I suppose... I suppose the ability is there. Maybe.
I just didn't think that there were any humans worth loving. Ten billion years of drudging through humanity and there was never anyone like her. It's not the vulnerability thing. That just made her a curiosity. It's...
Well, you've met her. She's special. She's like a bloody star that blinds you, but you can't stop looking because it's so worth the pain.
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Date: 2016-11-19 11:09 am (UTC)Humans were always better than we were. They have their flaws, no one ever said they were perfect, but Dad damn it, they cared more than we did, they tried to help each other. They love and they forgive and they do all of that knowing they are going to die and not knowing what comes next. I've never seen anything braver than that.
[Gabriel's voice is thick with emotion, and he takes another long swallow from his drink. It really is good. He'll have to come round again and get Lucifer to make cocktails for him again when the conversation isn't so heavy.
As it is, it takes a few minutes for him to be able to speak again normally. ]
I think you feel about Chloe the way I feel about him. There's something about his soul I can't keep away from. I don't want to, either. He sees what I am and he forgives me. And still loves me. [And now he smiles slightly] And he tries to protect me. I've never had that. It's... nice. To be so special to someone.
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Date: 2016-11-19 11:14 am (UTC)It makes me terrified for her. She's an angel in Hell. Not even a real angel. She can be hurt- has been hurt, and at any moment, upstairs could decide to revoke this little visitation and take her back up there.
Then what? Then I'd have to tear the bloody place apart to get her back, I suppose.
[Said almost quietly to himself as he swirled his drink before taking a sip.]
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Date: 2016-11-19 11:21 am (UTC)I know. I know. I've tried to show Greg how to smite but...
[But he can't. He doesn't seem to be able to do it. He has some sort of power, but they've not talked about it or done anything about it for well, for months. Gabriel is constantly terrified that some demon is going to chew Greg up and spit him out in pieces]
If they did, you know I'd help you. If they take her, they'd take him and I'm not going to sit back and let that happen. We could do it, if we had to. Not just rip this place apart, but Upstairs. All they are up there is pencil pushers and bureaucrats anyway. They wouldn't stand a chance.
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Date: 2016-11-19 11:25 am (UTC)I suppose I should say thank you. It's... nice to know that your Lucifer or not, you'd be willing to... well, I know it'd be for your little not-angel, but... It's nice. A little trust, here and there. I can trust you, can't I? Not to harm her or let anyone else do so? I suppose I could extend the same courtesy to your lad, as he works closely enough with her. Should be relatively easy -- as easy as anything in Hell ever is.
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Date: 2016-11-19 11:43 am (UTC)[he'd like to say he doesn't betray his brothers but that isn't true.]
But you should know I wouldn't hurt her, even if she wasn't in love with you. She's special like you said, and I care about her. I know you won't hurt her either so I won't say anything about that. And you won't hurt him, because you know I would never ever forgive you and I can be a nasty little bastard.
[Then he grins, bright and happy.]
I'm glad for both of you. When are you going to have babies? Joke! Joke!
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Date: 2016-11-19 11:47 am (UTC)Clearly not until after we're married. Honestly, Gabe. This may be hell, but there's still a way things are done...
[He then realized what he said and cleared his throat, hiding that mini-surprise with a larger sip of his drink.]
Not that I'd ever want to have children. Or that we could. Part of the whole circle of life thing we're no longer in, mm?
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Date: 2016-11-19 12:04 pm (UTC)And he doesn't want Greg to feel trapped. Let him have a get out clause. ]
If that's your thing. But you know... babies happen down here right? Little tiny demon things. Fangs, leather wings, talons. Normally they spit acid.
[Although Gabriel actually sounds very found of them. He is. He wants to steal some of them for daycare. But that's Bad.]
I think you might change your mind. If you had them with her. But it's all academic isn't it?
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Date: 2016-11-19 12:06 pm (UTC)[Gross, Gabriel. The archangel could balk at marriage, but Lucifer and children were definitely a no-no.]
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Date: 2016-11-19 01:50 pm (UTC)[Personally, Gabe thinks it's worth it. He's only done it once, a long time ago, but time dulls the memory of pain and morning sickness. Still, it's not something that everyone wants to do more than once. He can understand if Chloe doesn't want to give birth to a hellbaby. Especially not one fathered by Satan.
Still, that's sort of sad. Sexifer was probably his best chance of being an uncle in the afterlife. Oh well]
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Date: 2016-11-20 01:59 am (UTC)[Gabriel could just make do with being 'uncle' to all the weird things they collected. Like the plant. Or the gargoyles.]
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Date: 2016-11-20 08:30 am (UTC)You mentioned Chloe's daughter before though. You didn't seem to think she was completely awful.
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Date: 2016-11-20 08:38 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-11-20 09:18 am (UTC)She probably trusts you. They do that. It's when they fall asleep in your arms and start drooling that you should worry.
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Date: 2016-11-20 11:49 am (UTC)Ugh. I wish she wouldn't. I'd rather she avoid being near me at all, let alone close enough to drool on me. That's just... wrong.
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Date: 2016-11-20 12:09 pm (UTC)You two will make a good couple. Are you making it public?
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Date: 2016-11-20 12:10 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-11-20 12:22 pm (UTC)Does this mean your sleeping around days are over?
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Date: 2016-11-20 12:24 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-11-20 10:59 pm (UTC)Have you ever done that before? Dated on person and just them?
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Date: 2016-11-21 02:25 am (UTC)